Today we’ve had one of our “plan talks”. The thought of losing him has never scared me this much before… maybe because I know there’s a high risk that this might not work (just like with many long distance relationship, or any relationship for that matter) . Perhaps this whole time we’ve been naive or haven’t fully thought what’s going to happen within the next year. It’s scary to think that if we don’t end up together, all that we’ll have is the beautiful memories we’ve made together. Sure we’d say we’d keep in touch.. but I can picture it: minimal skype call turn into phonecalls every now and then, messages… but I know eventually we’d become strangers. It gives me a heavy feeling in my chest and tears to my eyes just thinking about it. But truth is we’ve got to come up with a decision, not now - but sooner than we’d like.
One thing that I know is true is that I love him… I always will. No matter what happens between us I will love him for the rest of my life. He’s my first love, my first everything. All I can do for now is just await his arrival in 10 days, enjoy his presence and keep loving him the best I can.
Christmas/Birthday gift ideas for boyfriend!
I have been so busy the past few weeks that I haven’t had much time to think of many gift ideas for my boyfriend. However tonight I did some brainstorming and came up with a few Christmas/ Birthday gift ideas for him.. I usually like to make homemade gifts ( I like putting the extra effort into the gift I’m giving). Out of curiosity I just wanted to see if any of you guys have some cute homemade gift ideas for your significant other?
December 3, 2013
Missing my man tonight! !
Good thing is he’ll be here in approximately 2 weeks!!!
Can’t wait for this!
15 more days till I can fall asleep in my man’s protecting arms!
December 1, 2013
Less than a month to go!
I haven’t even realized how close it is til my handsome will be here… school has consumed my life (once again).. I still have tons to do before this semester is over, school related and non school related. I have no idea what to get my man for christmas/birthday gift, usually I’d throw something together using pictures from our summer vacation together, but sadly my laptop crashed and now I have a new laptop with 0 pictures from summer :( Guess i’m gonna have to brainstorm and think of something unique to make or get my man. Hope all is well with everyone! Peace & Love.
November 23, 2013
Amsterdam- Fake tulips with black & white canal houses wallpaper.
November 16, 2013
I know I haven’t been posting regularly on here, reason being is I’ve just been so busy with school and clinicals lately. Been preparing for exams and just daily stuffs has been not so stressful, but just hectic. Having class at 1:30 gives me time to hit the park to run and afterwards gym then getting to school around 10am… it’s complicated to explain my schedule but that’s why I haven’t been so active on tumblr. Anywho.. lots of things to be excited for in the coming weeks…Next week family from Cali is coming down for thanksgiving, week after that is finals week, week after that MY MAN WILL BE HERE! Then a month of vacation bliss with him!!! Then come January it will be my final and toughest semester of nursing school!BRING IT.
Just so many things to be thankful for in the next months to follow and I will try to keep (the few of you who actually read my posts) posted! Hope all is well with (the few of you who actually read my posts, haha) everyone and are you all ready for the holiday season!?!?!
November 16, 2013
44 more days!
Can you guys believe that it’s already November!? i say this time and time again but it really is unbelievable how fast time goes by when you’re busy…. it’s almost that time when a lot of long distant couple will be reunited with their loved ones again :) and its such a nice thing to think about when you know your boyfriend will be here very very soon! :)
October 30, 2013
Haha I’ve fallen victim to bitstrips… so might as well whatsapp them to amuse my boyfriend
October 27, 2013
Getting super excited , because it seems that time is going by super fast….
really wanna hit up the gym quite a bit before my boyfriend gets here so i can get sexy and all. ahhahah. AGHH!!!
Can’t wait for cuddles!
I sure do miss this.
October 25, 2013